Frustration does exsist

Frustration has clouded my afternoon and I'm hoping  it's just temporary. It seems like as soon as Brooke and Tyler get home from school all I hear is crying, screaming, running footsteps or one of the kids tattle-telling. Pure Chaos that overwhelms this momma more than anything. Some days are pretty easy (usually I have to get all of the kids managed before PePaw comes home from work, because the poor man's nerves are just to worn out for 3 kids bickering and crying) and some days are just tough, like today. Maybe it's because I really don't push the kids to play quietly, maybe because I don't stress the importance of sharing and playing nicely, or even how I may not discipline them enough when they fight and don't mind. All of these could definitely be the reasons behind their very unacceptable behavior. This afternoon is one of them days where I need them to just chill out!!! I went to Jason's work at 3:30 to get his check only to be totally sidetracked because he had told me he was in HR's office discussing a situation that happened a few weeks ago. A situation that I did tell Jason he was in the wrong and it was very inappropriate on his part. But from what I know about this other person, he isn't really any different than Jason, and if Jason didn't feel comfortable with this guy he would of never "joked" around with him like he did. Men can be just as caddy as women!  I just worry so much because now this guy is complaining that "he doesn't feel the same around Jason anymore." What does that even mean? He didn't seem uncomfortable around Jason at the Christmas party last Friday. I just told Jason to apologize again and to stand his ground that this other guy is the same way with him and if he would of never played around with him if he didn't act that way either. I just hope whatever corrective action that may occur doesn't affect Jason's employment or his possibilities in the future with Azteca. :/ Yep, my mind is definitely going a million miles an hour right now worrying about what was said and done, and the kids are acting like a bunch of menaces! So yes, frustration is my emotion. I want to call his work so bad to see what happened, but I don't know if that's the right thing to do. Especially lying to whoever will answer the mill phone and ask me if it's an emergency! haha...maybe my piece of mind is an emergency!!! I said a prayer driving home and you know I just need to really leave it in the Lord's hands. It is what it is, and our family will be ok. Now if I can just get Brooke, Tyler and Taylor to play nicely this evening could look a lot brighter for the 4 of us! I'm hoping  I can calmly finish out this day with the Spirit in tune! Praying hard -Kayla